Since then, I've watched more closely how I do this. Discovery: More than 60% of my conscious imagination-leading phrase choices aim directly at my own imagineering joy. (On this site, where I get no immediate feedback, that number is upwards of 80%! This explains some of why I'm so enthusiastic, happy, hubristic! here.)
I'm more involutedly selfish than I thought ;). Oh, and I'm much funnier than is generally known. No, wait, that's Nathaniel Branden.